Snow day execise

the thing I had to let go was probably accepting the fact that my grandpa was gone. I had been stuck with the feeling of not accepting that he was really gone. I was still expecting him to be in Mexico in his big house. I thought that if I accepted the fact that he was gone it was like forgetting him. Everything I did I always thought of him, he was in my mind the whole day. It was like his shadow was next to me 24/7. I know that was not healthy so one day I was in my room and I got this strange feeling that I had to let him go, that I was not letting him rest in peace. So when I finally accepted the fact that he was gone I felt a big relief and I know that where ever he is he is watching over me like my guardian angel. I'm not saying that I don't miss him because I would be lying to my self but accepting it has made me become happier, it has made me realize how valuable our life is and that we should enjoy it to the maximum. That has been one of the most significant things I have learned in my life and I'm glad I can pass it on.